hi, i have a desire of being pregnant after i get out of college. but there is one concern or problem.. i accidentally masterbated when i was 11 yr. old until 13 yr. old i stopped.. apparently, i have a fear of not be able to get pregnant. whenever i hear someone cannot get pregnant due to some reasons, i began to think i could be another one too... for some reasons, i keep thinking masterbating is messing with my vagina and it ll harm or damage it. right now i have an illness called schizaphrenia and the voice turns me on almost every single day.. and so i had to suppress my legs and get over with the feeling of masterbation.. i would love to hear it from a been-pregnant women and they used to masterbate and then had a successful baby.. it would really make my day.. for i think babies are so cute. please i need someone who masterbated and with a baby advise me and make me relief.. thank you